I was supposed to get a call on either Tuesday afternoon or Wednesday to book me in for a CT Scan. That didn't happen. I don't like it when doctors set an expectation and then the system doesn't deliver. I don't even have a phone number I can call to see what's going on. It's now Friday morning, and still no call. I'm going to give them until noon, and then I'm calling every number I can find.
The last couple of days have been quite good. I've had a couple of full days without shedding a single tear. My sleep has been better (probably assisted by the meditations I play before I go to sleep). I have lost about 5 or 6 pounds due to my diet changes. I haven't had a single fried food or any junk food - no sugar at all. I've noticed that the foods I am eating seem to have more flavour.
Going to work has been a positive distraction, although I'm really trying to make sure everything is set-up and taken care of before I'm off for 6 weeks. I guess if something is left unfinished, so be it. It will just have to wait.
It's interesting that I'm not as concerned with having this diagnosis as I am about the impending treatment. I feel pretty strong and healthy these days, so imagining what it will be like when I'm feeling weak and tired ... and being subjected to the poisons that will be put into my body ... those are the things that concern me more. I have these thoughts that the radiation might kill the cells today, but will contribute to recurrence down the road. Of course I know these treatments are my best chance at ridding myself of the disease, but I also believe there are other ways to cure it. Unfortunately, there isn't solid enough evidence for any alternative in order for me to put all my faith in something that isn't proven. So I will continue on with restricting my diet to fruits, vegetables, nuts, lemon water, herbal teas, salmon, chicken breast, eggs, brown rice, and maybe some oatmeal on occasion. That's it.
I will also continue to take the CBD oil. I was taking the first stuff I bought three times a day since Sunday, and I'm wondering if it was contributing to my overall sense of wellness - particularly emotional wellness. It's hard to say, but between the food, meditation, and CBD ... well, I feel like I'm at least DOING something while I'm waiting. I found some better CBD oil from a place that was recommended to me. Apparently he is one of the best on the Island, and when I went in there, he really knew his stuff. So, I upgraded ... and it tastes MUCH better!
I'm also looking at how to treat my skin prior to the radiation, which often will result in radiation burns. I found some information on organic products that are known to reduce the effects, but they recommend you start the regimen one to two weeks prior to treatment. (see photo)
On the home front, my bathroom is still torn apart, but is slowly starting to be rebuilt. Most of the plumbing has been done, and new drywall is up. My dad will be putting up the Wedi shower system over the weekend, and then the electrical for the under floor heating will be done within the next few days. After that, I'm hoping it's time for tiling. That's when it will really come together. I can't wait.
The last couple of days have been quite good. I've had a couple of full days without shedding a single tear. My sleep has been better (probably assisted by the meditations I play before I go to sleep). I have lost about 5 or 6 pounds due to my diet changes. I haven't had a single fried food or any junk food - no sugar at all. I've noticed that the foods I am eating seem to have more flavour.
Going to work has been a positive distraction, although I'm really trying to make sure everything is set-up and taken care of before I'm off for 6 weeks. I guess if something is left unfinished, so be it. It will just have to wait.
It's interesting that I'm not as concerned with having this diagnosis as I am about the impending treatment. I feel pretty strong and healthy these days, so imagining what it will be like when I'm feeling weak and tired ... and being subjected to the poisons that will be put into my body ... those are the things that concern me more. I have these thoughts that the radiation might kill the cells today, but will contribute to recurrence down the road. Of course I know these treatments are my best chance at ridding myself of the disease, but I also believe there are other ways to cure it. Unfortunately, there isn't solid enough evidence for any alternative in order for me to put all my faith in something that isn't proven. So I will continue on with restricting my diet to fruits, vegetables, nuts, lemon water, herbal teas, salmon, chicken breast, eggs, brown rice, and maybe some oatmeal on occasion. That's it.
I will also continue to take the CBD oil. I was taking the first stuff I bought three times a day since Sunday, and I'm wondering if it was contributing to my overall sense of wellness - particularly emotional wellness. It's hard to say, but between the food, meditation, and CBD ... well, I feel like I'm at least DOING something while I'm waiting. I found some better CBD oil from a place that was recommended to me. Apparently he is one of the best on the Island, and when I went in there, he really knew his stuff. So, I upgraded ... and it tastes MUCH better!
I'm also looking at how to treat my skin prior to the radiation, which often will result in radiation burns. I found some information on organic products that are known to reduce the effects, but they recommend you start the regimen one to two weeks prior to treatment. (see photo)
On the home front, my bathroom is still torn apart, but is slowly starting to be rebuilt. Most of the plumbing has been done, and new drywall is up. My dad will be putting up the Wedi shower system over the weekend, and then the electrical for the under floor heating will be done within the next few days. After that, I'm hoping it's time for tiling. That's when it will really come together. I can't wait.
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